antisocial paprika's random thoughts

santa must be reading my blog. oops. there was an ad for a vacany at our company for a trainer. LOL. i applied being sure i will never get it. we'll see.

again, i dreamt i went back to teach. again, it felt lovely. again, i know it's not going to happen.

Labels: dreams, teaching

the glorious time has come, when i did not recognise my ex-workplace's phone number blinking on my phone. it makes me feel really elevated. it feels as if i got rid of a haunting wicked ghost. :-)

on the other hand, the time has arrived, when i already feel relaxed at my new workplace. :-) maybe i should stop being depressed...

dear mole.

i am glad you commented but this forum does not serve as communication. and i don't even know who you are. thanks.

i wanted to answer that comment in hungarian, but then my mind was changed by higher forces.

so dear whoever you are :-)

i was brought up in a catholic family, yes. so what? we do not choose our families' views do we. now. if one is lucky, one learns critical thinking. apparently those who do, turn to liberal (=open-minded and tolerant) views. and yes, i still believe in God. but i do think the church is talking shit 99% of the time and Jesus would be DEAD ashamed, well probably is, when he sees them.

i did not turn away from the church. it turned away from me. unfortunately, for them, conservatism equals hatred towards anything unusual.

having liberal views, however, does not mean i believe political forces that claim to be liberal are really what they say, but i don't believe someone that claims to own the truth and the only way to God, either.

and i am still on good terms with my family.

i was asked to write more. so here you go.

i play music again: www.myspace.com/thedeadnunreturns
and i am running this music mag: www.clodia.f2s.com/cemj
welcome :-)

i haven't blogged for a while. but i feel an urge now. it's about this craze about the mohammed caricatures.

i was raised up in a catholic family and ended up being a liberalist. BUT i condemn every act that ridicules ANY religions in the name of free speech. it's like murdering in the name of Christ. Hypocrite arsehole Europeans.

In the name of my continent i apologise.